Hi mgtow,

I discovered mgtow and the red pill a little over a year ago when I was a freshman in college. I had never been interested in girls in high school, but college changed that. As I got more adept with girls, I had a bit of fun with them. I got battered and knocked around after I got one-itis for one, and she turned out to be manipulative and crazy. She drove me mad. I used this last fall up until now to recover, and I'd say I have recovered now. I can't believe I even got one-itis, the girl wasn't all that attractive. It must've been lack of experience. I now see how she completely used me.

I'm 20 now, and after learning about women and seeing them for what they really are, I'm disgusted by them.

I will go ahead and get to my problem. I am a very attractive male. (I have done modeling before). I also keep my looks up and dress stylish, kind of hipster/ skaterish. I do this for myself though because I like this style and how I look, not to impress the girls I'm trying to keep away. However, I attract tons of attention from chicks, especially the hypergamous, slutty, pretty sorority chicks. Let me tell you, these chicks are whores. Their daddys are literally paying for them to go to college to ride fraternity chads every weekend.

Just sitting in class, girls will glance at me and try to get my attention, play with their hair, sometimes strike up convos with me(but usually they're too intimidated by me), etc. But I don't want them. Some of these chicks are in relationships, and one sits with her boyfriend in class and still tries hard for my attention. I am also pretty quiet so I think I give off a no-fucks-given vibe (which isn't true lol. I'm no chad). After reading this sub and seeing the stories happen in similar situations in real life before my eyes, and seeing true female nature in action. I want nothing to do with them.

I also constantly finding myself deluded into fantasizing about these chicks, and responding to them. I try to ignore them/ not give them attention(I don't want to feed hypergamy and their egos!). I end up sometimes thinking they're actually alright and forgetting awalt. I go to a top public school so I want to focus on myself and grades (crazy girl hurt my grades freshman year.) I am pretty moral and have a good group of guy friends. I am loosely friends with one or two girls who haven't been shitheads. But I have boundaries still of course.

Any thoughts? I'm looking for advice and think my hormones are getting the best of me. Thanks for reading all this, its a lot.