Hey guys, tonight ive been feeling a little down. A small part of myself regrets learning about women because now that i know what i do there is just no way i can have a relationship with anyone. I suppose im safe financially which is great considering i have my entire life to live ahead of me. Im 19 and a virgin, but i like that i feel it keeps me off the leash of being addicted to pussy. What im trying to say here is that i want the companionship but now that i know that ill never have it whats even the point. Even of i found a girl i know its not going to end well, ive learned from other people's experiences. I enjoy my alone time but i want someone to be there with me, ya know? Ive just been feeling pretty lonely i guess.

TLDR: im lonely and want companionship, but i know ill never get what i really want from a woman.