I made a post earlier about getting over my ex. She was my first gf and we only had sex like 20 times. I think grand total I had sex only around 40-50 times in my life with about 10 women (I'm 21 now).

I always compare myself to friends who had a long relationship and had sex in the hundreds or thousands of times and I feel like I'm missing out. I even get jealous at the fucking dudes in amateur porn. even though I cba right now to date girls anymore after my shitty break up, I'm still pretty fucking blue pilled sadly.. still going through the process.

I miss having sex and I'm too scared of STDs and too poor to try escorts. How do you guys stop caring about something which is so biologically ingrained in your body? My libido is extremely high and it's becoming frustrating at times...