Don't have anywhere else to vent since no one knows that I Sugar so sorry, if a long and verbose sob story upsets you then feel free to ignore the thread.

Been with a SGF for a few months now and just ended it two days ago.

We originally decided on $3k per month. She was very attracted to me and it was her first arrangement. In the beginning she "wanted to try for twice per week" but by the last few weeks we were spending 3-4 nights together per week. I would have no problem picking her up from the bars after going out with her friends. She even introduced to me to some of them and called me her BF to them, but I have no interest in clubs at 35 to be honest so and obviously being a SR let her do her thing. So yeah, really was a true SGF by the end and I really thought she improved both the quality of my life and my work ethic.

24 YO model with a college degree, lots of fun to be around and we always had a great time together with a great sex life.

I was her first arrangement and I really do chalk it up to her being new to the scene (I only had 2 SGF’s before her so I am not really a pro either). There are a lot of people on here that say that the marketing for a SR's makes many women have unreal expectations and this may be one of those cases. Or she simply had resentment of the amount of 3k/month and never let me know. Further SR info: Typically would do very expensive dinners and bought her a few presents as well (watch one time and a dress a few times). Went to a day Spa twice, Napa once, but would also just do Netflix nights in our PJ's or my hot tub. I think about 3 month’s ish total.

So anyways, a few weeks ago she had a legitimate life issue to deal with and (I helped so know it was real) had to come up with some cash very quickly. She asked if I would be ok paying a month up front instead of weekly which I laughed and of course agreed to, honestly wish I was rich enough to just take care of it for her (we had been doing $750 per week for a few months). Would kiss in public and all that jazz, again, it was basically a relationship without MOST of the dramas which is exactly what I want. But .... in the last two weeks she has drunk dialed me 3 times calling me all kinds of terrible names and that I was cheap and this isn't what she wanted isn’t a SugarDaddy. After two weeks of not getting a weekly (edit)dollar amount is when the drunk dials started.

"What, so I just get nothing!!!" "I have been offered $8k per month by a lot of guys!"

All three times she called the next morning and profusely apologized and the first two times made up for it with some pretty incredible sexual nights.... But there is obviously more to it and 3 times is more chances than I give most people. I do well for myself but $8k is not something I would feel comfortable doing at this point in my life.

The next morning she would give me the same spiel of "I feel so lucky to even have $3k from you, I would date you even without money" routine. Sorry, perhaps I am cynical on the human race but however it happened I lost trust. I have heard some people say you tell more of the truth when you are drunk, on the other hand have heard you exaggerate your emotions from others. Who knows! But I always let women know that I am open to it turning into a real relationship so big "red flags" make me want to look elsewhere. This seems like a giant red flag to me.

Fool me once, shame on you, foo me twice, shame on me, fool me three times, I'm a fucking idiot.

Kidding.....

But in all seriousness she is a great girl and if she continues to do the bowl I wish her luck. She is a full on model, all kinds of legitimate work and like a quarter million followers on Instagram, so she is absolutely gorgeous. I am sad because we really do have a good time together and the sex was truly mind blowing. I am an attractive guy and have dated some really good looking women in the past, but she is definitely ion the top 4 or 5.

On to the next I suppose, drunk or not I just feel that the repetition of this problem was adding stress that I don't want in a SR. I actually went out of my comfort zone with her money wise as my first SGF was $2k per month and my second (longest one) had no set amount yet came out to somewhere in $1800-2400 per month I would say. I hope this isn't demeaning to you women as it is not meant to be, but I am a numbers guy. Talking about purely looks alone and obviously my own taste, first one was a 9.46, second a 9.22 and this last one was a 9.68 (no such thing as a 10 on my scale). Also super sarcastic, witty and cuddly which is a mirror of myself and best of all we both had kinda a nerdy side to us that we don’t let anyone else see. So yeah, I will miss most of her personality too....

For some reason my Bumble and Tinder matches have been exceptionally attractive (2 dates set up this weekend with women above a 9.00) so maybe I will give the bowl a break for a little bit and see how these work out. Vanilla is just so much freaking drama though ....

Anyways, thanks for letting me vent!