Note: I am not a troll nor am I trying to break any of the 7 rules in the sidebar. So people that aren't willing to talk about how to deal with certain feelings and how to conduct yourself regarding women are frowned upon to participate in this thread. If you're stuck in the rage-phase that's fine, some of us are past that and just want to talk.
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Hey peeps,
I just wanted to discuss something I noticed in myself and that is the following.
I was just browsing Youtube for some videos about MREs (Meals Ready to Eat) and I came upon a channel that is this loosey-goosey feel good have fun channel and in that particular episode two women one of which was facially very attractive were just exploring how to use and prepare an MRE in a fun way.
Immediately I noticed that I felt this immense attraction towards this woman. It wasn't sexual; it wasn't that I wanted to take care of her either. It was just this very visceral feeling of feeling good and I enjoyed her facial aesthetics enormously and wanted to be around her because of that.
Now, I am very familiar with MGTOW philosophy and knowledge but that visceral feeling (note; not sexual) was much stronger than my rational thinking.
My question is this; considering I thoroughly enjoy women and their physical beauty sometimes (again, not sexual); how can I balance enjoying that feeling without becoming a disposable utility?
I have to confess, I have been in situations where my emotional needs haven't been met for the majority of my life so I am by default more sensitive to having a need for companionship.
Really my question then becomes; how can I not give in to that feeling of providing for her (so she will be around me more so I can enjoy her beauty) without chastising myself for having such feelings?