I just realized I have been choking on the red pill for decades now. My life and circumstance forced it into my mouth in my mid teens when I broke my neck and suddenly became tagged as "invalid" by 99% of girls/women. It took till my late 30s before I stopped resisting and swallowed. Thank the Flying Spaghetti Monster I never married that bitch of a Land Whale out of desperation in my 20s. I spent another 5 or 6 years coming to terms with what my new reality really meant for me. The last few months are the best I have ever had. I'm finely content and it feels so good. Yesterday I found the MGTOW community. Not sure how I fit in but here I am. HI!