Hello MGTOW community.

So to begin the new year, I have decided to become a MGTOW. By the way, I am an 18 year old virgin who has never had a girlfriend in his life. I decided to become a MGTOW mainly because I feel like I am being oppressed by women (but not all) in my age group and generation. I also have seen people that are far wiser and have more experiences with women and how they may not be suitable to be with long term. The crazy thing is that before becoming Mgtow I was seeking a LTR and I couldn't find one and I would get depressed because I couldn't get it. I also have seen YouTube content creators such as Sandman or MGTOW 101 and although I don't agree with all of their beliefs I think they make some very valid points. Their content has literally made me remove getting married from being a goal of mine for the future. I made a vow that I would be a MGTOW and probably just barely seek casual sex.

However, I have been running through some issues in this road. Last week, a girl from one of my classes started talking to me. After a lot of conversation we have a lot in common. Eventually, I was able to get her number and we have been chatting and FaceTiming a lot through the iPhone. The crazy thing is that she keeps sending me pictures of herself (not nudes) and I don't even ask for them. Btw to interject, I don't have any form of social media, so if she hypothetically liked me this might be a way to show it.

Anyways, I am having a few conflicted feelings. I feel as though I want to date this girl, but at the same token I feel regret for even getting her number. This biggest thing is that she keeps bragging about how guys keep asking her for nudes and that she blocks them. To me this is the biggest red flag of em all. I don't know if she is actually blocking them, because why would she talk about it so much with me. It's almost as if she takes pride in getting that attention. Another thing is that she keeps sending me videos of her doing dances and while we FaceTime she would dance in front of me, and I assume she knows I was attracted to them. This is the part where I started getting "feelings" for her and basically the little head thinks more than the big.

I also want to take her out to just hang out, not even on some "dating," shit, and she has been dismissive about it. I don't get if she likes me or if I am just a victim of a narcissistic women craving attention and possibly more from a guy like me.

My question is, what should I do? Should I pump and dump, if the possibility arises? Should I even go through the motions that might lead to that part? Should I date her?

By the way, if it doesn't work out with this girl I will resume with my MGTOW mentality. If it wasn't for her approaching me, I probably wouldn't have been at this point.

PS; if Sandman were to see this and respond, he's a fucking legend! (I doubt he will even see it though).