It's been 3 or 4 years. It is time you buy a share of Goldman Sachs. You can do it covertly if necessary. You don't have to tell us. You can pretend that it is for your daughter, nephew, favorite student or whatever you have, and you just manage it for them. You need to experience the facial expression of someone who receives stock in a bank for a job well done, or an item of value, somone who knows and feels that stockholder equity is the real thing. He will lighten up. You know you need to try. What you are doing is fake. You are playing a game. You cling to the leg of the heroin dealers. They will crush you at will.

Some things just need to be lived. What say you?