You're pushing me to suicide and it's not fucking funny. I'm afraid for my life. You people are NOT HELPING. I'm scared and I'm responding with hate. I know deep down it's not okay but I don't know what else to do. Nobody is giving me any answers. People just tell me to shut up when I talk about how scared I am. Nobody is willing to fucking listen to me or my concerns. So I'm being hateful. It may not be right but what else can I do?! It's the only way people will even acknowledge me. I've received death threats since the election. I'm scared. I can't take this anymore and I'm starting to think the only way out of this is to just end it all. I know I shouldn't think that way but idk what else to do now.