Listend to my gut, treated the girls in my 20s like bitches/useless sluts after my first horrible breakup with my youthlove. They were running after me and i just fucked them and was having my own space, threw them out when they were not good. Never moved in with them and was hard as iron to them. Everyone talked to me like youe so hard, youre such a women hater. In some way i just wanted them away from me but i enjoyed the sex. But i always sended the bullshit in women. I suppose it was high testos and my intuition.