Feel free to write shit about me, i tried to "man up" every day for the last 70plus.
I never called her after our last conversation, only had short talk with her father 20 days ago. She dissapointed every part of my being and nicest person i knew, ends up as worst lying scum. Now my emotions are fucked up and nothing that I do helps.
She was amazing, then she left and as far as I know she dont even have anybody. Stupid pictures that i saw couple of days ago, she is all alone with ugly sister but makeup and shit for market.
I wouldnt even ever take her back but my mind is turning me to alcohol or easy drugs. Hell my season starts in same those 70 days but with these emotions, i mind end up in some close bar with whiskey all alone.
Not that its only problem, but she did last thing i needed. Without empathy. Psychopath.
ここには何もないようです