To anyone here who feels like shit because they have never had a girlfriend, or kissed a girl, I want you to know, I envy you. You are so lucky that you don't have to worry about any sort of drama. My first girlfriend was in 8th grade, we broke up, she told some dudes I tried to rape her, and I got my ass kicked all through 8th grade, multiple times I had to either pull a knife in school or had knives pulled on me. From that point on, I never tried to mess with girls again, tell senior year of high school. I made some stupid decisions, and now it really looks like 8th grade is going to repeat itself with the threats shes giving me about, "hurting her" emotionally. So I'm stuck, wishing I just stuck with loneliness. Because here is the thing, the feeling some of you might feel, that true love is out there and that some girl is going to care about you and you would feel a deep meaningful connection, is a fairy tail. They are using you, when you break it off, they will try to destroy you because they know they can. You are playing it very safe right now, especially in todays day and age. I hope you all can understand where I am coming from. Fuck dating, fuck women in general, porn doesn't spread lies and send dudes to assault you, porn doesn't use you as monetary support, porn doesn't try to send you to jail, porn doesn't play emotional gymnastics and try to get revenge. Remember that.