Hi MGTOW, Im a 21 year old virgin. Im currently struggling with masturbation, I masturbate 1-3 times a day and I can't control it, sometimes when Im reading/watching something my mind wanders to sex always. I understand your drive in life comes from your bodies desire to breed, (pretty sure) if you had no dick then you wouldn't even feel like getting up.

Well everytime a masturbate I lose all motivation and feel sluggish, how do you transmute sexual desire into hard work and effort? I feel as if my sexual organs are primitive but my mind is in the modern world. At the moment Im focusing all efforts on becoming a good programmer, I feel as if Im years behind everybody in life, and, well quite frankly Ive been a loser my whole life. Now is time to put the foot to the gas and make a change to the best I can. Everything related to masturbation is becoming a massive procrastination fest and time waste in my life. If I was to somehow get laid, would the itching desire my organs have to get laid subside for a year or so? Would I not be such a thirsty fuck? Is it possible to meditate away this shit, I dont even know how to do that but am willing to read any relevant material. Is it down to simply one thing; discipline? It seems like an overwhelming force in my life which I can't shake. Please help me, I want to remove this vice.

Thank you.