My mother is the typical woman that seems soooo "nice" on the outside. She smiles at her job. But in reality shes a nacrissist, whenever shes in a bad mood she NEVER EVER questions why, no she blames and shames the family. All it does need is "she" has to be in a bad mood. Then the hell breaks loose.

I had a very hard life because i got lyme disease. I treated it mostly myself and here is the same going on since ever: oh we dont have money to treat it - buys an iphone7. I never got compassion and while i have to stay here its all about "her" - i mostly never complain, and if i do shes saying "yeah im feeling bad too" - you can see shes such a nice person and so interested into you.

I can see her own mother was always saying that my dad is a fucking loser. I think she was right, although she must have done much damage herself to my mother.

How can a sane person hang out in life with a woman? What a waste of life.

I was abused by this in the past. My father is a fucking loser simp and ALL he does is do whatever (!) she says. She controls every action of him. It does not even matter if its stupid or not, he simply has to approve. So what she does when im not in the mood for talking is use him against me. Mostly the talking to get her whatever benefit. But it wraps around that im too tired to do something and she has no compassion and shames me and then uses my father.

No one puts this crazy woman into her place. I did it in the past but it costs to much energy. Now i just ignore her all the time and laugh at it.

He then comes into the room where im staying and says "we need to talk" and im thinking youre a fucking simp mangina with no balls or value in life. It't not like he wants to talk but he whiteknights for her. He never stood up for me nor does he know anything. He never came to any concert i played, knew nothing about me or friends. He has no single sense of what a man is and for that reason he was bullied like crazy in his job life. I had a compassion for a long time but over time i saw that he seems to like his position. He loves worrying and saying the world is bad and we have no chance.

My sister ended up having medical issues as well and i saw what they did: nothing.

Everytime, every fucking time the whole situation cools down, all people start to get along, my mum stirs up drama and blames me for (insert random shit) and becomes abusive and controlling.

Since im MGTOW i ignore everything she does. I just dont talk to her. Then she writes stupid letters. I ignore those letters and throw em into the trash. I repeat, what a fucking mess she does not think one minute about her fucked up personality.

The biggest joke of all: she has a lot of books like "the art of kindness" or all kinds of esoteric nice bla bla lala books but didnt seem to get anything out of it.

This family is spoiled and fucked and i cant associate with any of these people anymore. Its hard for me to get away because i cant work a fulltime job yet. I tryed it, but the first time failed and i had to come back.