...it seems damn near impossible to find one that isn't married or engaged. I can't compromise on this any more, my last three therapists simply don't get that I don't want a relationship and it's very hard to convince people of this apparently.

I really feel I need a therapist because I am fucking up a lot; sending random inflammatory texts to friends and family, screwed up my work life, etc. I can't get through this shit with just anonymous internet strangers on a forum and yet I can't seem to find a male therapist who would ever understand my lifestyle. What a joke.