Hey MGTOW. I've been a short time lurker now after my friend introduced me to this subreddit shortly after my exwife divorced me. A little background info, I'm 19, she's 20. We had been married for a little over a year.

I have this memory in my head that I'm hoping I'm not entirely alone in experiencing when it came to marriage. Every day i woke up afraid it would be my last with her because my wife was so divorce happy. If it wasn't one reason, it was another, to the point it even became about dreams.

Would anybody else's stomach drop when your wife said "i had a dream" after being cold to you all morning? When she would relay to you the dream and how awful you were in it and she would make you apologize for it? When you were afraid that the dream would help her realise something inside herself that she didn't want to be with you anymore?

When you get blamed because of her dreams is the absolute biggest mindfuck. Now that we're divorced, i can't help but be happy that i dodged a huge bullet, but now i have a huge hatred for women in general because I'm finding out they're all like this.

No married woman will ever be content in life if they're not getting another man's cock in their pussy.

Why are we getting divorced? I slapped her after she cheated on me. Twice.

I know you're never supposed to hit a woman. It's wrong and I feel bad for it. Thoughts?