Day by day I feel that society is getting closer to the brink. Whether that brink is total collapse (I'm not sure thats the case) or a huge change, it remains to be seen; but I believe that society is very sick indeed and is only getting worse.

I work in retail. Yes, I know, pretty bloody awful, and quite embarrassing considering I'm 47. But I've just been noticing more and more how sick this awful mall culture has become. How inconsiderate people are (picking things up, dropping them on the floor when they're done looking; leaving their empty coffee cups everywhere, half-eaten food in their greasy wrappers just laying around; impolite, demanding; a real ugly collection of traits)

The women are the worst, by far. One woman demanded that her daughter be allowed to use our employee-only washroom or she would get her to piss on our store floor. How very civilized of you, your royal fucking highness.

Anyway, as a collective, people are sickening to be around.

In case you're wondering, I'm in retail as I've made a lot of bad decisions in this life and the biggest mistake of all was getting married (divorced now, thank fucking god) and so my options have been very limited so it was grab any job just to survive.

Sorry gents, just late night thoughts, need to get this out!

My dream is to get some land someday, away from this crazy diseased culture, a very small cosy home (one of those 'tiny homes' would be great) and plant a garden. I just need to get there.

I thought about investments, no idea where to begin. Maybe someone on here has some ideas about getting back to a simpler life.

I know I've said it before in a post, but all you unknown MGTOW guys out there are the best. Thank you for being there!