I'm a single 22 year old male who has probably still got a lot of the "blue pill" mentallity. It's like I know most or all women are bitchy sluts, but it's this weird feeling that I think there are some that arent. Thing is, when I feel that way about one girl, I'm always completely wrong. For one example, in my house in college, we had this couple staying with us. I knew the girl before hand I orignally thought she was the sweetest girl ever. As time went on, I found she actually a complete fucking bitch. Not only to me and my roommates, but to her boyfriend of 6 years as well. Not that should surprise many of you guys.

But the thing I'm really having a hard time dealing with is getting over the "blue pill" fantasy of what it'd be like in a geniuenly good relationship. Something where we build each other up and live and grow together but all I'm seeing are these bitches who think the world revolves around them. It just sucks because I do eventually want kids and a loving wife who supports me, but I'm not wifeing up some college whore or someone who's gonna be a bitch to me all the fucking time.

Idk, I'm drunk as fuck and in the feels and everything, I just feel lonely as hell. Like why do women have to be so shitty anymore?