As of now, I've accepted that i may never meet a girl I find cool and interesting and who I connect with. There seems to be a lot of conceited and superficial women out there but it is what is. I've put women on a pedastool before and once you do that, it's only a matter of time until they look down and spit on you. So, I realize I've actually played a part in conditioning most women to be how they are.

I feel like it's a curse being attracted to women when most of them are not people I can have a real and genuine conversation with. Things like Facebook, instagram and snapchat are not of any help either, they just strengthen their egos and exacerbate the superficiality. I can even see it in my 13 yr old sister, which is sad. But, complaining about it won't do me any good.

Every time I meet a girl I'm attracted to I always feel like she's different from the others, when she really isn't. I've now learnt to see women for what they are, instead of what I want them to be. The key is to be indifferent, not in order to get into their pants (because for some reason, women come around when you're disinterested) but because I just don't care anymore.

Women will be what they are but, it's not entirely their fault. Their current condition is due to men like me who used to stroke their egos. Unfortunately alot of men still do but, that's not my problem. I'm stepping out of the "competition" and I don't mind what happens anymore.