I'm not going to lie, my life outlook looks absolutely fucking terrible right now. I can't even land a minimum wage job and part of the reason is because I am a white male. I applied at McDonald's and didn't get it. Realized their workers around here are black women. No white women, no black men, just black women. When I applied at Kroger, the HR, who was a woman, kept giving me dirty looks during the entire interview. Yet the woman who went before me was given the job despite sounding more unprofessional than I was. I recently went to Kroger to get some stuff together for Thanksgiving, and all I see are women workers of all backgrounds. No men.

The other reason is lack of experience (which I have a legitimate excuse for. I became of working age during the 2008 economic crisis and everybody was on a hiring freeze. A bit later on, my father became ill and I had to tend to him for a prolonged period). By the time I was finally able to apply for work, it was too late. The no experience/reverse discrimination clause kicked in.

Lately I've been putting a more serious effort into finding the right woman who will understand my life situation. I have come to terms that it is going to take a miracle and the only way that I'm ever going to move out of my parents house is if the woman understands my life situation and allows me to be a stay at home boyfriend/husband. Now obviously I can't say this from the get go because then I'll be considered a bum and a loser even though I have a legitimate excuse to being in this situation. I work hard to keep my parents house and property clean and I also cook so I am contributing to make up for no employment, but women don't seem to give a shit about the shit I've been through and the hard work I have been doing. If I don't make at least 40K, I am a basement dweller. I don't think basement dwellers work their ass off around the house.

I do freelance work sometimes to make extra cash but that's pretty much the only source of income I have. After a lot of thinking, I have decided that if I can't find a woman that understands my life situation, then fuck it, I'll just live at home the rest of my life. I refuse to be a corporate slave and gamble my life away on a 4 year college degree that I don't want that I know I won't even get. If I can't work at McDonald's, I ain't working anywhere else. Now my health insurance is about to expire and my parents can't afford a new policy for me (especially if Obamacare gets repealed). My dental plan is already long gone. It's looking real shitty and stumbling upon this sub and just the internet in general, I'm not the only one in this situation so I have comfort in knowing that I'm not the one with the problem. I used to think I was the source of all my problems. Not anymore. If the end result of my life is dying homeless, then I guess that's how it ends.

I will not, under any circumstances, financially support anybody. I can't even financially support myself so what makes you think I'm gonna be the breadwinner of the household, make 5-6 figures, and have an 8 pack of abs with a 69 quadrillion light year long cock? Oh right...because I can afford 80,000 for a degree I don't even want. I have money coming out of my asshole. Sorry, but due to how my life has turned out, the woman will have to be the breadwinner of the household should I ever find the right one. You want equality? You want empowerment? You financially support the family then. I'll take care of the house and the future kids cause I'm used to doing this type of shit. Women bitch about wanting more rights and equal pay and whatnot yet they are still SOMEHOW still stuck with this 1950's mentality that the man should be the head of the household and the primary income holder. Well then, fuck your rights bitch? I'm not working. I can't work. It's just not happening. Now, you could have the opportunity to save me and allow me to prove that I can be a good house husband since taking care of household related shit is what I'm good at but nah. I'm a bum. I don't make any money so I'm a worthless piece of shit. I took care of my father when he was fucking ill and I sacrificed all my hopes in ever finding a job in the process to tend to him. Doesn't that constitute as good character? Nope, I'm a basement dweller. I'm a bum. Possibly obese too (which I have been called in the past despite not even being close to obese lmao) Piss off already.

I'm still casually searching, but I'm no longer stressing about it. If I can never find a job or a woman, then that's just the way it is. If the end result is homelessness, then oh well. I have my freedom so homelessness is still a step above being a slave to a woman's demands. Luckily, I am prepared to inherit/sell the house when the time comes so I'll be financially set for at least a little while. Hopefully it wont have to come to that and I'll finally find a stable job or given a shit about by the right woman, but if worst comes to worst, I'm prepared. I refuse to get depressed, get frustrated, or live my life in misery anymore. I have my freedom. Why the fuck would I be miserable when I have freedom? That's like having the slaves wanting to move back to the plantation after they escaped. There is no logic in that. I may be unemployed with no foreseeable future, but I have my freedom. Even if I become homeless some day, I have my freedom. I will NOT financially support a woman, nor will I entertain her with irrelevant bullshit that has absolutely nothing to do with love.

Thank you for reading my long winded ass rant.

TL;DR: I'm unemployed. I Have no foreseeable future, Women won't give me a chance cause I don't make money even though I have a damn good excuse for being in this situation. Would rather be homeless then meet a woman's financial demands. Society has turned on me, and a lot of other men as well.