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[–]tribalbandit 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (1子コメント)

In my last relationship, I left her a few times. Always drawn back and I couldn't really say why. The sex was great, but wow it paled in comparison to her irrational outbursts. Her financial immaturity. I could go on. But that last time i went back something in me changed as she continued being her.

The craziest part is I hold no animosity towards her. Something in me was set free as she set everything i hold dear on fire again. A freedom that in some ways I am grateful for. It was like I couldn't get past some urge i can't to this day explain to be around her until she shit on me so badly something broke and I was free of whatever the hell that thing driving me was.

Good luck to you brother. I wish I had an answer for you on how to take the memories you already have and reach the point I did several years ago. It is like a weight has been lifted if/when you arrive.

Out paths are all different, but the women shitting on them the same.

[–]Fearless_Ser[S] 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (0子コメント)

I demanded from her to grow as a person, nothing special but she just couldnt. Was perfect for 3 years and snapped over night 180 degrees.

I understand most of your text as if I wrote it. One weird thing about my ex is whenever she is at my apartment, something feels off. When friends come, we talk, play games, watch games, have fun. When she comes, its either something with sex, or some tension that i cant explain either. Friends or alone always felt better. As if she expects something special to happen when we are inside. She cant watch TV if i do something else or she is unhappy.

What i miss the most is that she had her chance, I was her first, she deleted all social shi*, we have so many memories, she even got into UNI I told her, and she changed good part because of influence from people of that UNI. Maybe even for some kid (she is 2 years younger). I hate the fact that she is one and only clean female that i knew and now thats gone. Person i knew is lost.

Im on good way, moving soon to normal country, working on my profession and self, and I miss that ass more then her, thats the fact that im almost over with her. Just brain attacks when i leave him on his own to do nothing.

And i must agree, big tragedy for us as males, there isnt the one or good one. There is only good choice to short term female or escort. They arent fuc*ing more then regular good looking. Just the money thing...