Just visited my mother and had some nice food that she used to make me when i was a kid. On my way to car, leaving building, i see girl/women in her thirties. Sweet, tight, serious. Not a lesbian, no clubbing. I never saw her bf, or chads leaving building when i was there. I left a year ago.

Now im not saying "hi", we look at each other and after 2 seconds, she does it. I tell her "hello, hello" back, badass way. She kept going infront of me in same direction to a car and she slow down, like she wanted to start conversation. Now, here comes part why im posting this.

Those 20 seconds, there was fight inside me. I could bang this and take her 7 days oversea and enjoy. BUT mgtow was like Yoda in my head saying "force is strong in you young mgtow padawan, dont even start conversation with that vagina, it will end up just like last breakup. Do we want that? Focus that force on your goals" and Yoda disappeared. So did I.

I drove my car in front of her and she was confused, not much but we had something for all those years that i lived there and it was a chance to hookup finally. Age gap wasnt problem as i can see now. Well i guess she was late, i regret barely and will now watch F1 qualification and then focus on next thing i enjoy. Force is strong now, no more suffer or loses because od females. F1 yes, F human no,