At a crossroads in my thinking right now. Not sure if I care to continue my genetic legacy or not.

I'm a 25 yr old black American. Have a decent job and am just now starting my career, military veteran, finishing my degree sometime next year, and basically ready to make my way in the world.

I consider myself redpill and I actively pursue women but I never want to get married or cohabitate. Ever. I've considered getting a vasectomy because I hate kids but I'm still on the fence. I feel like if I was 35 and accomplished most of the shit I wanted to accomplish professionally and personally that I might want to raise a child.

But raising a child means dealing with a woman. Getting a girl pregnant means she has you on the hook for the next 18 years in most countries.

I would even argue that having a kid means you aren't MGTOW anymore due to being connected to a woman for the rest of your life. In some cases having a kid can be worse than marriage with the loss of freedom you must incur.

American woman IMO are almost all total garbage for raising a family. I don't think the answer is foreign women either. Cultural differences put a huge strain on a relationship and if I as a wealthy American man choose to deal with a woman from Africa or South America (I'm only willing to impregnate an afro-Latina or a Nigerian. I'm first generation Nigerian-American) she'll likely see me as a walking green card and ATM machine.

There doesn't seem to be an answer. I think if I never got married or had kids I would dedicate my life to advancing the living conditions in the 3rd world.

I know I would make a good father but raising kids is nothing but sacrifice. Especially with the ungrateful women of the modern world. It's kind of sad that we have to forego one of our most basic and powerful biological imperatives because society has become so poisonous that dealing with modern women is an illogical option.

I'm starting to think raising a child in the future is just a blue pill dream and I should just get a vasectomy now to save myself the time and trouble and focus on my personal mission of acquiring wealth and power.