.....last night I was at home, by myself, browsing dating websites hoping for love. Not all the MGTOW stuff in the world could have got me out of the funk I was in. So I went to a AA meeting. I was resentful as heck. Bunch of guys there said they were going out after for a late supper, so I went. 8 other guys and 3 women. I realized that what I was really craving wasn't a women, it was some social activity with other people. I had a blast with these old fellas, and the 3 women pretty much annoyed the fuck out of most of us and had zero to contribute accept we finished off the meals they couldn't eat. So I came home happy, sat in my leather recliner and watching the sports highlights not giving the slightest thought to women. I know now when I have the feeling that I need a women, get out and be social.