You can read my story, my first written text on profile. After couple weeks of breakup, now i decided that no contact rule is stupid. I dont want to see that piece of shi* ever again, i was there for her when her grandmother killed herself, among many other things. She got into college thanks to me, i was with her when i hated to be so and she left when life was hardest for me. Zero brain activity creature. Disloyal garbage! Thats why "no contact" is a joke, i spent 3 years of this stupid life with that low life and im going to write her what ever i want. Just for my own sake. Will change number and keep moving on, coz if she died today, i would care as much as i care for elections in Zimbabwe. We are cruel race and im about to shield myself with even more muscle, money and weapon. Life aint joke, but im ready to play game, all in!