I've been contemplating about women fir a while and the more I observe them the more I find them to be distasteful, not in a I hate them way but in a I don't think I can ever love with one way but I can definitely have sex with them way.

Anyways so lately I've been distancing myself from interacting with women and the more I pay less attention to them the more attention I get, go figure. I've never been a beta, I've always been a brute I was raised by what you would call an alpha but he became a beta after meeting a woman who new what she was doing he became and alcoholic and would beat the shit out of me when she would blame me for shit. She would beat the shit out of me as well but as an 8 year old boy I guess you have no chance against grown adult but as I grew up I learned women pick on kids especially if they are with an alpha who beats the out of them like my dad did with my stepmother.

Anyways that's a glimpse into my childhood, a loner some should say or an omega, who makes year names for people, are we solves now Jesus?

Anyways Ive been really thinking hard about being mgtow but I can let kissy go, I haven't had much but I'm average looking and been hit on once in a while feels real good. But after growing up with abusive bitches it's tainted my views of all women, sure it's irrational, but I love oussy but not the woman it's attached to.

I've come to the realization from reading hundreds of blogs of men who have been destroyed by female narcassism and selfishness that no woman on earth has ever truly loved a man and most likely will never happen. Men die for women without thinking about it women won't do it, look at John g Kennedy he was shot and his wife left him there dying wit his head blown off, as a soldier they showed me a video of soldiers going back to save their brothers and being picked off by sniper fire one after the other even after 5 soldiers for shot they still kept going that's true love and women don't have that for men.

It's been liberating to finally realize this, I have no connection with women in any form or way anymore, sadly not much FWB going around lately I've had a few FWB and they are better than relationships or marriage at the end of the FWB we both leave with no ties of baggage eel at least not for me, I do still miss some of the oussy I've had especially this mexican girl damb was she tight.

I'll always be an honorary MGTOW/REDPILL AS THE SAYING GOES

" YOU CAN'T LIVE WITH WOMEN AND YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT PUSSY "

Anyways my message to any man out there is find a best friends a dog and a good job and a FWB or a woman who just wants sex and come to an agreement to sex and hanging out.

Women will never truly love a man, EVER, it was hard to realize this but trust me women aren't really wont the trouble anymore.

It's a lose lose with women, also if you do a FWB never tell her where you live annd please dont tell her anything important about you or any secrets. Women are emotional and will use it against you.

God speed.