Hi guys, Just created account after atleast 2 weeks of reading this subreddit. I'm not sure if this is right way of introducing my "case" but i'm damn sure you need to read this. It's not revolutionary, but it is true nature of woman, that many here realised one way or another. Long, but real story post. No bragging.

I am in my early 20s, but it feels as if im in 40s after everything life threw at me. I was born in so-called "third world country" of Europe (yes, you can guess, not many of those), where i am now, but not for so long. So focus on females from this type of environment and economical and family structure. I will describe myself without bragging as i said, since this is anonymous and i find MGTOW non competitive way of life, so no need to lie or idealise myself. I don't like that "Alpha" status as much as i like to laugh when i read "Chad". But yes, according to both males and females that know me, i am Alpha. But not Chad def lol. Chad as you describe is for me, someone without integrity.

Why? I'm tall (6'2), im very athletic (ripped), just graduated from college, been leader in sports in both elementary and high school. Speak/understand 4-6 languages, very broad general knowledge and deep thinking guy that hides it by being funny for people that i have interaction. Other, i ignore. I guess that makes me mysterious and almost every female likes that, too. In horrible economy, i managed to buy nice apartment, good used car and pay college, how? HARD but legit. And now that i introduced something about myself, let me start. THIS ISNT ENOUGH FOR GOOD LOOKING AND AVERAGE SMART FEMALE. I know most of you are from developed countries, been through divorce, etc. But my case is important because it proves that you cant trust any female, maybe mother but to an extent.

Anyway, a month ago i broke up 3 years relationship with early 20s atleast 8/10 black hair 5'10 girl. "High school sweetheart". She is engineering student and here, you can't be one if you are idiot, but she isnt smart either. I never and will never run for any female, so yes, she started me back then. She deleted facebook and was as closest to a unicorn that can be. No night clubs, slutty friends or male friends. She couldnt spend day without atleast contact with me and was pretty jealous but not crazy, she had dignity. We traveled together, she admitted that she learned from and with me more than from school and her parents just in those 3 years. I was never completely close to her but she made me think that she is loyal. Only thing that she could manipulate. I was her first everything and truth to be told, that "half - unicorn" turned into snake after a week of crying and night of what i call "flipping". Complete loss of empathy and stranger 100%. Very important lesson, a freakin close to unicorn after 1001 freakin nights turns freakin crazy cold. Did she cheat? Probably not. She cried because i wanted break of any sort, due to her turning into woman phase, red flag, and other such as "Iphone", "i dont want marriage" etc. Hell, i never wanted marriage and she knew that but somehow ignored, but that was red flag too, im sorry fellas.

In those three years, we had some serious bond and i never cheated because i had everything i needed. Even if i did, i would told her and i rejected so many females (18 - 40 age). She was aware of that and trusted me as much as she could.

Now comes the plot and female true nature. No matter how good you are, what you do for them, how long and quality years you spend, they are all the same. Not worth time, attention or anything more then just a day if you enjoy them. most important, you can teach dog to be loyal, but none of them can or will ever be. She begged not to cut contact after not having fight of any kind, i accepted her promise that she will change for her own sake and grow as a person. I was even close inviting her to live in my apartment and no one is allowed longer then weekend here. 3 years are 3 years folks. I know, wouldnt be smart.

Out of blue, she didnt contact me for 5 days. Never happend 1 day in 3 years. I knew everything is lost, just like her old self. For the first time and for sake of what we had, i contacted her and everything that she could say "I cooled off". Best description, she dont feel anything abous us. A week ago she was crying and losing weight because of my propose for breakup and now i get to know that those 3 years were nothing but a lie. Monogamy? Only chance lost in 1 phone call. She became cold bit** but managed to stay classy. It wasnt the first time i witnessed this in life, but from her? After all? I understood why Newton, Tesla etc never had wives and so on, female brain is weak and messed up place never to trust or put any sort of your own happines in charge. I had many her gifts, many through tough times, some even cost something but most are emotional. I threw them all in the trash. I was hurt by irrational female mind, not breakup. No contact mode is now on and i blocked her on mobile apps after couple of days just in case. She even admitted that she finds attractive one guy from her college, in that last call. That was after i admitted that i will stop rejecting girls and she said that shy, but still i couldnt believe. I was witness of female girl to women transition and boy it was ugly in every aspect.

After being with younger and older females, slutty short-term and close to unicorn long-term females, being in love with wisdom (philosophy), i have only one conclusion and life formula. Working on myself day in and day out, to achieve happiness and full satisfaction under any condition life throw at me. Never having LTR with women (weird and weak, shallow minded creature) that isnt capable for monogamy and that makes me disgust and dissapointed. For the first time, high quality escort is option. I can get laid anytime but not a single fu** is given for any potential bullsh** with regular female. Im leaving this country soon, i might work corporate some time if i fail in other plans but one thing is sure, in this crazy world and existence, I AM GOING MY OWN WAY. It is time for my potential to explode like supernova, and i dont know what are you waiting? Rise brothers!