This movement is really opening up my eyes. But I need some help from other men that have been living this lifestyle a lot longer. My ex gf really is just a terrible person. She lied to me, I'm positive she cheated, she lied some more, she took me for granted. She's 40. Her body is trashed (stretch marks, scars, saggy everything), single mother of 2 kids from 2 different dads, never has any money yet blows tons on clothes, car stuff, makeup, she isn't on my level financially or mentally, etc. We've been talking again and of course she lied to me again and I found out again. Why do I miss her? Why do I want her? It isn't a sex thing because I am able to call up a dozen different girls if I just want to have sex (young attractive women with no kids at that!). I need some perspective and help, so I'm asking you all.