Hi guys

I've never been specially good with women in the past but certainly was able to get around, talk to them, date, etc. After taking the red pill, reading this sub and watching YouTube channels women started to scare me and not in a good way. We all know about the dangers: false rape allegations, sudden outbursts of anger, overall childlike behavior, biased society that worships the uterus, etc. Sure it helps me to keep safe and not relate with them but it's getting me worried.

If I'm sitting somewhere I feel uneasy if there's a woman on the same bench, I feel uneasy if I'm too close to them anywhere. Usually when I have to interact with them I play it extra nice so that they won't retaliate or shout or something. If they ask me something I can't answer like myself, it's like a version of me says what I "should". I feel like I'm among ticking time bombs when there's women around and try to get away subconsciously. I don't know but this certainly doesn't feel like very manly to me, not very MGTOW.

Any thoughts?