Tired of everything. Can't stand my family. Don't really like my job. (Although I do like being at work better than at home, I'm just tired of doing the job anymore). Cigarettes got more expensive so my wife quit smoking and I had to too. I'm so tired of her controlling me. I'm just f***ing tired of her altogether. What a b****. My kids suck. I just want to smack all of them. But I don't. I try to be reasonable. Then my wife tells me that I'm childish. Kid calls me a dick all the time. You ever feel like there was just one instance that led to all your current misfortunes? I feel like that all the time. What a wasted life. I mean, if you enjoy life, it's not a waste no matter what you do with it. I don't enjoy it, hence why I say it's wasted. Just really want a smoke. And a drink. And to not have to make g**d*** lunch for everyone, lazy a**h*** .