There so many mgtows channels out there that really help out men and which did help me a fucking lot.

Still there is something I am worried about. **As you get in touch with mgtow and the red pill, it doesn't feel like a gently breeze. One that you would enjoy on a sunny day.

no. no, no It is more like a numb feeling after being beaten that slowly turns into pain. Some men never leave this crime scene called ,,matrix'' for as long as they are being beaten, they don't feel the pain.**

Opting out is a wise man's choice, but how to we achieve it? It feels like every channel is talking about theories and explanation. Teaching their students the very important lessons.

Please don't get me worng. It is a very very important task and I respect and thank everyone of them. Still it seems for me the same as if confucius talks about zen of mind.

You as a student learn the theory, but the theory is not you. A master doesn't think about zen, HE IS ZEN.

Now let me ask you question: How long does it take to become Zen? 1 week? 1 year ? a lifetime? And can you ever reach Zen?

Once I read: By chasing the thing, you never find it. Once you stop chasing, you become the thing.

A lot newbies, if i might call them like that, rush into mgtow lifestyle. They read all mgtow blog, vids and so on.

I can relate, I guess everyone can relate. But there is a difference between reading the redpill/mgtow and digesting it. You don't have to become a monk after getting all the knowlegde. You don't need to stop talking to girls.

Basically you don't need to turn your life 180 degrees in one second. Take your time to digest the redpill. Take a backseat and think. Go through your past relationships/interactions with women. Don't judge/rationalize your behavior. Just observe. Can you know see the full picture?

I still think back to my childhood and remember some memories which now perfectly click.

I remember my high school days and understand what was going on. There was a time were I would get angry and pissed off by my own stupidity since it is now so obvious. Now It just amuses me like as if I did solve a riddle but everyone else is still working on it. And It took me only 4 years. XD

really It is funny to observe the interaction between man and woman. She puts on a smile, a little high pitched voice, breast out, looking innocent and little dump. The man affected by her clumsieness have to help her, since without him she would be helpless. Funny how it works.

But hey as long a pussy gets a jackhammer, nature doesn't care right?