Been seeing this girl. Knew she is good looking and nice. Though if nothing else we could be beneficial friends.

Well, seems like she has been with a good number of guys but whatever I dont care. But does not like condoms. Oh man.... Not sure if thats a barrier I can step over.

Its just so frustrating and disappointing. Maybe I should man up and do it but its just, so not seem to worth it. I was never big on sleeping around figured give it a chance but man...

I don't even know what to say, or what I am expecting for a response to this. I guess this is the cock carousel. I dont mind it but condoms... I guess thats my problem. Im not 'adventurous' enough. Gotta live in the moment more. I saw my profession as being a disadvantage because there are barely any woman. Maybe, maybe its a blessing. I don't need this shit. I dont believe in god but men wrote the bible. Man that story, eve tempting with the apple. Maybe, maybe they knew something. Maybe there is a meaning to it they dont teach.

She also likes to hit and pinch me hard which is kind of a red flag for anything.