Women are generally terrible creatures. The way life is right now, you have a better chance of putting 4 bullets in a 6 shooter and not getting shot than you do getting screwed over by a woman.

However, for me, there is one...she doesn't know, she will never know. We barely speak anymore, probably won't not because of anything negative, but because life and fate made things move differently.

She's the one I'd break all my rules for. She is the one, without a doubt, the only woman I can say I have truly loved. All that bullshit about how love is real, there is someone out there for you, she's that...for me.

And you know what? Thats fine with me. No matter what, I will never let her find out. I will never take that "chance" with her. If we had meant to have something, fate would have made it happen.

The reason why I'm writing this to you guys, is for a myriad of reasons. It is ok to have someone who you can say you do love. Someone who, for whatever reason, exceeded your expectations in the sea of feminist bullshit on what you were looking for in a wife. The one who, if and when you hear more romantic songs or see romantic scenes in movies, your mind drifts to her.

Do I constantly fantasize about her? Absolutely not, I have my own life to live, and life is great. However on rare moments, a familiar song hits the radio, a scene from a movie showing a connection between male and female, she sneaks in there. I think about her, slightly about what could have been, and go along with my day.

Personally, I think having someone like that keeps you rounded. I'll be the first to call my friends on bullshit they put up with in relationships. I see all the warning signs that their women put them through, and when it inevitably fails or they're miserable, i'll be there to support and obviously go "told ya so" as more men awaken.

A woman can't love a man the way a man loves a woman. We've all heard that, many many times. And for me, having that one, thinking about her randomly, having someone to think about when a good song comes up, keeps me rounded as a person. For those of you thinking that simply not having anyone is the way to go, in practice you're right. But don't be afraid to have someone to think about, it can help more than it hurts if used properly.