Sorry for being such a Debby downer before matchday but the defeat against City still hurts me... More than the 0-3 thrashing under Moyes and more than when we lost with Smalling's red card. Every time I think about it, it makes me sick to the stomach. It's like the whole 'winner gets bragging rights' is in full effect and it hasn't been like this before (I have City friends). Anyone else experiencing the same feelings?