I thought I new what it means to swallow TRP. I discovered that I was completely wrong after I went to have some sex with a paid harlot for the first time.
A few days ago I was feeling really horny, I was alone and had enough time to go to a massage parlor near my home. This was an idea that I had been pondering for a long time , but I finally decided to go because I was feeling down. I had some beers and then went there, they showed me the girls, most of them were old harlots, except for one who was really hot and young. She gave me a massage and then we fucked. It was really exciting, something new and interesting, just the idea of being able to hand pick the whore that you want to fuck feels really empowering, it's a dream come true. Everything was great, I felt like a new man after doing that.
The next days I couldn't stop thinking about it, how the harlot was really accomodating, how she only wanted her money, but still, she was really eager to please. It felt really weird, it reminded me a lot of how some of the girls I dated in the past behaved. That is when I realized that I never understood the true meaning of the red pill, the idea that woman fake their emotions to use men to do whatever they want : they all are prostitutes...Using their presence, their sexuality, as currency for favors....I know this has been said a thousand times, but I was able to experience it first hand as it is, a business transaction devoid of a real connection. Every experience that I had with a woman before that, was the same thing, except that I wasn't able to detect to what degree their emotions were real or not.
After I finally understood what it really means to behold the red pill truths, I have been feeling empty, trapped in despair...Woman are nothing but parasites who want to get as much as they can out of us, each and every one of them, there is no exception, there is no subtle way to put it.
Now I can say they TRP is a part of me, I feel completely disgusted by woman and I don't want to have contact with them, seems like the only thing they have to offer is their pussy and that can be easily bought like any other product. Women are worthless...
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