First off, you look great! Congratulations!!! Yes, the negative feelings that come with weight loss really suck. In my case, it got to the point where even compliments from people stressed me out because it made me feel like I had to prove myself even more, you know? One thing that really helped me with those intrusive thoughts was meditating. If I was having a particularly hard day and feeling sad and upset with myself I would take a few minutes and just sit in the dark thinking about how far I had come. Ask yourself questions such as, "do I feel healthier now compared to last year?" "Am I proud of myself for what I've done? And if not, why?" and think long and hard about it. It helps to get rid of all other outside factors (compliments or comments people give you, other bodies to compare yours too, etc) and focus on nothing but yourself. Honestly, and I think a lot of people will agree with me on this, the mental and emotional part of weight loss was harder than the actual diet change and exercise. Just try to remember how far you've come. Good luck with everything!