Hey guys, ive been reading this subreddit for a while, but havent posted anything. Gotta apologize for my bad english, im from Estonia so i kinda suck at writing in english, but anyways.

My journey started when i signed into local online dating site, met my first girlfriend there, she was like tomboy (manly girl) she looked nice but she wanted to join military, used to hang out with only guys. I was pretty big blue pill mangina, i used to write her songs on guitar and sing em to her, not sure if she even liked em lol but we were on long term relationship so every time we met, i did something sweet for her, until one day she told me that we should break up, considering that i had my first kiss and sex with her, that did hurt me. I was so needy for like 2 weeks, trying to get her back until i discovered that had no point. She have been trying to get me back but once whore, always a whore.

After breaking up and letting it go i felt soo good, it felt like ive achieved something that ive been trying to achieve for a while.

Then i found some sort of PUA forum online, like 6 months later after my breakup, i got so much into this that i used to do shit like 30 days row approaching challenge, that meant i went out 30 days straight and used to approach basicly every girl i saw. I was like horny monkey, i think i talked like 2000 women overall, got rejected shitload of times but no worries, i was always searching for that one special girl.

Then i found a cool virgin girl, she was sweet, looked nice, innocent, ect. I used her as fuckbuddy, i didnt want to settle down, but somehow she moved in and we lived in same house for almost 2 years, basicly all the time i thought that she is so boring, she had nothing going on in her life and she was controlling me so badly, i almost gave up my lifting hobby, because she didnt want me to get big. Sometimes i felt that im living with child not with women, anyways, most women are so immature. While being in relationship i found out about MGTOW, i studdied MGTOW philosopy, and i couldnt forget the times i was single, most fun that happend in my life has been while i have been single. I told her to fuck off and i wanted my single life back. And again, it felt sooo good, i dont reget being single at all.

Reason i am writing this is because im so thankful for you guys, you saved one guy life.

Take this from guy who has talked to over 2000 women, AWALT, they destroy you emotionally, financialy and they drain your most valuable asset which is your time. Im never going back. MGTOW for life, im even about to give up on sex. Good that im only 23, i have so much to enjoy.