Okay so I've been red pill/MGTOW for well over a year now and follow the core beliefs rigidly. One of those beliefs is that marriage in the modern world (and in general) fucking sucks and in 99% of the cases, is not worth it. However, recent events this summer have got me confused.

Some backstory: I've always been the 'nice kid' in our family. Obedient to elders, disciplined, stayed away from drugs, excelled at school etc. I never had much success with girls until I found RP and pretty much everyone in the family knows that. My mom would always tell me that the 'good girls' from my home country (Iran) would love to marry me. I would always scoff cause a) I don't believe there are 'good girls' and b) I believed men get fucked my marriage one way or another. Instead I went red pill and got some plates. My last plate about six months ago started crying about being a rape victim to get me to commit. She then spread some nasty rumors about me. After that I've been leaning MGTOW.

Anyway, this summer I went to Iran for the first time. My mother and father come from extremely good families here, and in general among the upper religious class there is still a lot of arranged marriage, almost always with other members of the upper religious class (there is actually a lot of extended family mixing ala European noble families, but thats another story.) So anyway, that actually means my smv here is much higher than it is in the West. So the girl I ended up being introduced to was actually very attractive.

Attraction wasn't enough to get me to get back into this shit, but it was enough to get me to go at least go to her house and meet her. We were not allowed to meet privately, as is the custom among religious folk here, so her brother was there when we met. She was too shy to speak properly or make eye contact (she just said hi, thanks and bye) so she handed her brother a piece of paper with questions. That was the meeting.

After that I was actually thinking about it. I'm pretty much certain that she's never had a sexual partner. Actually, scratch that, she's almost definitely never even talked to a guy privately in person outside her family. Not only that, every time I've been to her house she's been helping her mom around the house - she's likely to do the same thing. She's currently doing bachelors in music in a semi-segregated university.

The main thing I didn't like about marriage is that it seems ridiculous to settle for some bitch who's dated a dozen guys and chose you to settle down with cause she's past her prime now. But this is completely different, isn't it? What do you guys think? Right now the only problem I foresee is her changing completely when she moves to the west