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[–]0x1a0 [スコア非表示]  (4子コメント)

i almost ruined myself online and irl by messing around with an underage girl whose dad was a cop.

thankfully i smartened up and deleted myself from her life

[–]MountainViewSunset[S] [スコア非表示]  (1子コメント)

Did you get in trouble for this?

[–]0x1a0 [スコア非表示]  (0子コメント)

no -

here's the gist of it: we ended up talking for like a year on the phone, we exchanged pics, i gave her a fake name and picture. eventually she got attached and wanted to meet up. knowing i gave her a fake pic i knew this was impossible. the day she asked to meet up, i said ok and said i was driving to her house, then some hours later i said i was there and proceeded to delete/block her on everything.

i don't think i ever had any intention of meeting with her and taking it offline, i was just lonely at the time. i don't really talk to people online anymore and i'm super paranoid.

[–]NEETandCLEEN [スコア非表示]  (6子コメント)

This!

I did some shit, talked some shit and fucked some shit up on a defunct Web 1.0 blog. Part of my meltdown was emailing the admin of this site with my real email. I am an autistic manic schizo and couldn't control myself. He published my email to his blog and it became the first result when you google my name. I have an unusual name

The unflattering email called out "epic memes" and was unflattering. Even though the site is defunct and the results have long since passed as the first hit the damage is done. I basically became an unemployable NEET for roughly 8 years where googling my name rendered these results. Even now that it's gone I can't get a job because no one wants to take a chance on a 30+ year old adult with no work experience

[–]MountainViewSunset[S] [スコア非表示]  (5子コメント)

How come the search results no longer show your name?

[–]NEETandCLEEN [スコア非表示]  (4子コメント)

The site is defunct

[–]MountainViewSunset[S] [スコア非表示]  (3子コメント)

How did you survive for those 8 years? What would you have done if the site did not become defunct?

[–]NEETandCLEEN [スコア非表示]  (2子コメント)

I live with my parents. And what do you mean? I'm still unemployed and unemployable. The only thing the website going down changed is less embarrassment if someone googles my name

[–]MountainViewSunset[S] [スコア非表示]  (1子コメント)

How exactly did it being up stop you getting a job?

[–]NEETandCLEEN [スコア非表示]  (0子コメント)

What are you, a fucking retard or something? If you fucking googled my name a bunch of stupid shit came up on the first hit. Jesus how much fucking clearer can I make it