There is no purpose to nature beyond replication and the infinite patterns of creation we see play out through all aspects of nature.

That being said - it sounds like you might be in a rut. As your attorney, I advise you to challenge itself and/or seek inspiration. Stir all that shit up in your mind with a stick, cut away the fat, get rid of all those boundaries in your mind that aren't even yours by incident or choice. Have you ever tried magic mushrooms or LSD? Maybe that would be a good place to start, provided you are not living in a lot of fear and anxiety, and are willing to let your ego and beliefs go, a least for a few moments.