You won't find a meaning on a relationship, or a woman, or (necessarily, since family has been one of my biggest pilars in life, but still) family, or a job, or the things you have, or sons, the meaning, I think, is something you build for yourself with your own hands. You are the only one that has to live with you your whole life, and have to deal with your shit, doesn't that mean that you are entitled to find "a point" by yourself? That's my conclusion so far.