Early autumn 2015 my purple pill self though I should give this one last shot. So I told my then feminist gf that soon I will propose to her and she told me I'm not lying "engagements are a social construct...why don't you just ask me to marry you". I retorted "Wtf...the entire month leading up to today you've been nagging me to propose to you and get you a modest ring...so what am I going to do with the ring?! I told you I already bought it...I"m just gonna propose to you when you least expect it..We spoke about this"...she said "who told you to buy a ring?!" I said "you did you emailed me ideas.." So then I told her "you fucked up..you have to propose to me to make this up..then I'll give you your ring" and it happened. 3 weeks into the engagement she randomly took off her ring and she told me "I don't think you're serious or ready for this...this is a huge commitment".

lightbulb It was about the money and we both knew it. She wanted a beta bux and I wasn't it she was using me to ride the cock courousal. SO I ended it like this "Okay..I'm not ending this engagement..you are..you know how? Because I will leave you with your fucking ring on..go and throw it out but you are owning this...you will physically have to fuck this up..and have to explain this to yourself..your friends and family.." I always knew females couldn't take personal responsibility but my logic was that I was forcing her hand by leaving her this way.

And so it was. I checked her tumblr months later and she posted "When you think you're hot shit but your man ends up leaving your dumbass". During those months i discovered Sandman, Alexonlife, and Turd Flinging Monkey..and by force I became MGTOW. It was hard but in 2 and half months of drilling it into my head I became MGTOW.

BTW: I foresaw such an event which is why I invested only $350 in an engagement ring to minimize loss.