>Share your experience on how it's been being a pedophile.
Lonely as fuck and always on edge. Can't even feel happy at all because all the girls I'm attracted to are illegal and all the stuff I want to do is illegal. Even a quick kiss on the lips would get me arrested
>Does anyone know?
My parents caught me looking at cp in my teens and wiped the computer twice because of the cp I had on there (I thought it was hidden good). So they may know or maybe just thought I was going through a phase. Either way I'm sure they at least suspect I am attracted to kids
>Have you molested someone?
When I was 12 I took down my 4yo cousin's underwear and felt up her vagina for not even a second. She threatened me so I quickly stopped. She was being flirty & teasing so I thought she wouldn't mind but I guess I was wrong
Then when I was 15 I held down my 11yo cousin and forcibly molested her for a good while.
Those were the only 2 instances of actual molestation. I haven't done anything 18+. All those were when I was younger so I don't think I'd be held accountable anyway since I was so young. Not that I wouldn't molest any girls now. I just don't have private access to any children
>What is your age preference?
2-7yo preferably
>When did you find out?
I'd say around 10/11yo. All the kids at school were all watching porn by then and we would swap websites and links and they would always send me pics/vids of girls 20+ or MILF porn. It was okay but I'd always revert to my child porn in secret. I would usually end up watching the granny porn so I'd have something to talk about the next day at school with them. Even back then I'd try to bring up girls between 5yo-12yo and they would just say, "So? Why do you want to see that?"
A lot of my school mates had sisters so they really couldn't wrap their heads around why I would want to see a younger girl Post too long. Click here to view the full text.