Enlightenment = end of suffering.
Suicide = end of suffering.
Therefore, Suicide = Enlightenment?
Why? Because our memories and our consciousness aren't passed from one rebirth to another (So I won't "regret" after) so what will happen if in every rebirth I suicide to avoid suffering (though not entirely)?
For example, If i'm completely unknown to the world, theoretically, there would not be any difference from suicide to enlightenment. But If I have at least one family member or person who cares about me then suicide will create a negative karmic imprint because I would be bringing suffering to that person's live If I suicide, therefore the only option to end suffering would really be enlightenment.
What do you think? Is the line I'm following right? Or suicide would create a negative karma for my soul that will carry on the next rebirths (even if it did not affect another soul)?
ここには何もないようです