After investigating I've found out almost every woman in my life has cuckolded a man in my life.
Turns out I have a half-brother, not a brother.
Turns out my nephew isn't my brother-in-law's.
Turns out even my grandmother did it, my aunt, my mother's sister is really her half-sister.
All this after I decided to get my paranoia cured. It only deepened. I'm sure there's more to unravel.
There's something absolutely corrupted and sick about how this is gotten to be perfectly normal.
One thing that seems a constant is that these women are all suspiciously feminist.
I feel sick that I'm a product of such women. I feel gross. When it finally sunk in I had to throw up.
Going my own way it had been a bit of a relief to think at least my own family isn't like this. My mother isn't like this. No. I have never felt this kind of despair and sorrow.
ここには何もないようです