Not at all. You won't know what being skullfucked is until sometime this fall. Meanwhile that unpleasant sensation you are having is just your body adjusting to the lack of schadenfreude in your bloodstream. Withdrawals will be hard and that's why we are prescribing denial. Denial will help you through these next months as you focus on all the positive things in your life. Like Doritos, the basement, hot pockets. Those things will all be available to you for free or for actual money for a long time.