I loved women. I was always the shy boy. I showered them with gifts, love, kindness, protection, compliments, affection, loyalty etc.

Oh man, how great I thought they were. I was a true beta simp. But a kind hearted one at that. When I started dating, it was going all so well but then I was cheated on, lied to and betrayed. By a few women actually. This didn't stop me though, I still thought women were these warmhearted creatures and a couple of bad apples meant nothing. This when my depression and suicidal tendencies started. They go on about how they wanted to marry me and have kids and ride off into the sunset and all this other bullshit I fell for.

When I was dating this feminist ho-bag who cheated on me, she introduced me to Tumblr. At first I was like, "haha, oh yeah, lots of females on here wink". I was like a 13 year old boy who discovered his first boner.

And oh my lord, the amount of man hatred I discovered about how "all men are like this" and how evil we are. The "toxic masculinity". The "patriarchy". The "mansplaining". I discovered terms like "cisgendered". About how much privilege I have despite being a minority born into a working class family. Then I discovered the #killallmen hashtag.

It was like an entirely different realm full of narcissistic, over-emotional and depressed females. I would ignore it at first until I started arguing that you cannot over generalize, not all of us are like this. THEN I WAS BOMBARDED WITH HATE. Holy shit! It was hilarious but I was forced to delete my Tumblr blog. The mob mentality was insane! This carried on for a while afterwards until I just became a full on anti-feminist.

What I'm trying to get to is, I'm at my limit with women. What have I done to personally to deserve to be shat on? Why should I be responsible for other men's actions? Are you responsible for the shit horrible women do? No! My life has shat on me enough. Why should other great men who built the world deserve to be grouped with human beings that personally fucked you over? If you generalize or categorize women, it's like a fucking witch hunt. Heck, this cunt on Twitter tried to get my expelled from my university! Luckily my university doesn't bend over backwards to SJWs!

I'm not a misogynist (yet) because I love my mother, my sister, my grandma, etc. I'll do anything to protect them. They remind me that not all women are full of shit. But I'm at my fucking limit, man! My heart is full of hatred and I want to get rid of it, turning to women isn't going to solve the problem. Will going my own way get rid of this hatred? Does anyone understand the point I'm trying to make?

P.S. Yeah, I was a "nice guy", fucking truly, until you turned me into a fucking asshole who was about to kill myself simply because I was male. Call me a fedora wearing neckbeard all you want (I just recently came across this insult?), you're just a straight up basic bitch with daddy issues. PEACE.