Official Victim Puke later, Thanks BPP for letting me know about this group of men, it's been very helpful to say the least. - Been lurking since March.

Discovered the RP back in February (thanks to Vox Day) and have been unplugging slowly but surely (with bursts of anger of course) over these last few months. (Yes, lifting since late February! and am reading)

Now for the FR: Get back from the Gym yesterday morning from doing my cardio and am in the Shower getting cleaned up (7ish). Wife (of 13yrs) stumbles in though the bathroom to hit the can, I'm feeling horny (I've always wanted to try shower sex) so when she is heading back to bed (giving me a weak little smile) I motion for her to come talk to me, she wanders over and I peak my head out of the shower door and tell her, "Go lock the bedroom door, and come back here so I can give you some attention".

Since she's sleepy I get her gut reaction...A look of total disgust, you know that look that a HB8+ gives you at the bar when you say first say hello? That’s the one. And it was fast, if I had blinked, I would have missed it, but in that next instant she gives me this sweet smile and sticks her lips out for and leans in for a kiss, (thanks to y'all, I had a appropriate response) I reached out and tried to grab her arm and drag her into the shower with me, of course I was foiled by wet hands. As she jerked away (I saw that look again) and she headed back to bed.

I finish taking a shower (completely unsatisfied and still trying to process) and head out the door for work not saying a word or any goodbye kiss, (my MO for the last decade). Couple hrs later I get a phone call from her and she's all sweet and nice, like nothing is amiss of course to discuss logistics.

End of the day I figure it out.

I am just a mortgage paying dildo to her.

Fuck. That. Shit.

Her Pussy Pass is now revoked. She can go ride that pedestal off a cliff for all I care or onto Chad for all I care. I haven’t had this kind of righteous anger since 9/11, and it was my fucking wife. I’ve seen y’all talk about “she not yours, just your turn”. I get that now, but damn that was a NUT PUNCH, no fucking loyalty or respect.

Last night she showers off and lays in the bed naked, now normally when she's like she expects me to initiate, not last night. Asked her about logistics gave her a peck on the lips and rolled over and went to sleep (at least attempted to). It's a shame that the gym wasn't open at 11pm or I would have gone.

I am now ZFG when it comes to her, no more initiating from me, no more KINO for her ego stroking, she’s a former HB8+ (I've been a KINO'ing for years I've discovered). No more attempts at 10 sec kisses. If she initiates I will not deny her, but she is now in roommate status with whom I have kids with.

Here’s the nutty thing, she has started going to the gym with me (sporadic but at least it’s a start), so I was a little surprised when she asked me what time I was going to the gym this morning. She actually got up and went with me! (to walk on the treadmill of course)

But when I get done she starts giving me shit about how she can hear me grunting over her headphones while she’s on the machine. I just told here, “yeah, that shit was heavy.”

I had some fuel in the tank this morning brothers. My DL was 275lbs 1x5 (a new personal best) which is pretty amazing since I had already done my Press (125lbs 3x5), and Squats (245lbs 3x5) already. And I was already spent from Wed. DL of 260lbs 1x5.

TL:DR ~ Husband discovers he’s a mortgage paying dildo for wife, but she hides it well. AWALT Creates Gym fuel for fool.