In my last post several users got into a discussion over an array of topics ranging from endorsement of marriage to my rage on the 'DadBod'.

Discussion is good, a problem with discussions online is that when a user stops commenting it means they have run out of words to say, that was not the case.

/u/RedPillSchool and /u/Adderallabuse (not sure if same guy from what I've seen) cannot fathom a man saying his marriage works. To the point that any time it is mentioned, they just fucking pop up to push the message that masculine men should not say they believe marriage can work because that means other men might get married.

Guess What? Other men can do whatever the fuck they want and some of them might end up in an awesome marriage that lasts to the end of their days.

TRP supports monogamy - good to go. I am married and while I am fully aware of the risks and how stacked against men the laws can be, I know a man can make it work.

Something that I couldn't let go unanswered was when /u/Adderallabuse said - "Third, let's be frank. This was an easy win. The concept of FAMILYALPHA is a pipe dream. He, you, and me.. Not alpha. More like learned alpha. Alphas in the wild don't play house"

It was his comment about it being an 'easy win' that struck a chord. Obviously I'm competitive so there is that aspect to it but on a deeper level, there is no 'winning' here.

The goal is to help all of those men who have fallen victim to the female imperative. I don't 'win' by getting views on my blog, upvotes, or being recognized as a respected contributor to 'The Manosphere'.

The only victory comes from other men embracing their masculine nature. Fuck anything aside from that. I do not care if you are married, spinning plates, leading your LTR, want children or don't - none of that matters so long as you are doing this as a man who embraces his masculine nature.

And /u/BluePillProfessor said "He made an argument, held frame, stuck to logic (mostly) and most important, he won the argument. This is no ordinary troll."

What the fuck BPP? Neither of these gentlemen (or 1 dude) contribute to MRP. I see them in my posts and that is most likely due to the fact that I refuse submission to their agenda. Why would users, who only come into this subreddit to combat support of marriage be given any special treatment?

They are nothing more than ordinary trolls. RPS does NOT have the license/copyright/official stance of all things RedPill

I like RPS in the sense that he is an intelligent dude who wants men to remain men. The problem with this is that I am a man and I am saying I want the same thing and the division occurs when I say Masculine men are responsible for their ations and RPS says 'RedPill' men do this or that. There are no 'RedPill' men as 'RedPill' is a fucking tool to be used whereas masculinity is the nature from which all things a man does is (should be) derived.

A man can use the Red Pill to help break from the mold that the female imperative have placed him in, but once he sees the harsh reality of the world, he should then choose to not place himself inside the mold TRP has created.

• I write for the men who repress their sexuality and physical desires.

• I write for the men who have been raised by weak men or women who did not push them to test their bodies and instead allowed their youth to be nothing more than comfort and unlimited access to food and sedentary activities - accumulating things instead of experiences.

• I write for ME and my desire to help those men. I want to find the lions and run with them, when I realized that there weren't many lions, I decided it was time to help create some. Masculine men who push themselves and in turn push me. Iron sharpens Iron.

• I write to provide another resource, another drop in the flood of embraced masculinity. I do not write for MRP or TRP I write for the men who are a part of these groups. If MRP or TRP were to disappear or were to change their goals and take another path, I'd continue to write as my goal is to reach the guys who need the info inside these subreddits.

• Most importantly I write for the men who fucking hate themselves. They hate that the have to repress who they are, they hate that they did not receive the prize that was promised if they acted and played a certain role their whole life, they hate reminiscing on all of the lost opportunities to live in accordance with their desire out of fear of being ostracized or ridiculed. Men have died by the thousands because they fucking hate who they are because they feel they aren't supposed to think and act that way. These men drive me, because these men suffer due to someone trying to gain favor with women. I write because the white knights don't stop and nobody is telling these men how to stop hating themselves and to embrace and release their true masculine nature.

To /u/Adderallabuse - Men don't play house. Leave that to the children. The Family Alpha is the man who maintains responsibility for leading his LTR, wife, or wife and children.

Of course it can be done, it's been done for thousands of years - the only problem we face now is that the whole fucking world went 'PC' and it resulted in several generations of men who have repressed their true nature. Afraid to show aggression, competitiveness, sexual desire, anything other than being a 'Nice Guy'.

Something else that I wanted to share.

I try to remain as open as possible with myself, my life, my marriage, etc so you can see and feel as though you are dealing with a 'real' fucking dude.

I'm not a bot nor am I some neckbeard in a basement who created this reality. I share with you my life and I fucking hate not using my real name.

/u/IrateMD made the comment, "Life-changing decisions can mess with you. You left a world with clarity of purpose and were trying to find your way. It's easy to find yourself acting out of character. Now the decision is made and you only have to wait."

He was right, I've been dealing with some shit in my life. Since my business trip a month ago I haven't felt the same as I once did.

I had considered just deleting the blog and my username on reddit, I considered just putting it away, and I considered making a 'good bye' post on reddit then only using the blog from time to time.

I chose a completely different path and sporadically posted and made this post which I've reread and recognize my 'flow' is not the same, my verbiage is different - I wasn't me I was distracted and unsure as to where I was going with anything. My writing has not flown from me as confidently and I wasn't sure why.

irateMD's response helped align a few things for me and it sort of 'clicked'. I was forcing it, I was going through change and instead of embracing that change - I was trying to make things the way they were (not very masculine).

I've embraced the change and felt a weight lift from my mind - this is why I remain on MRP and this is why I will keep writing.

Masculine men helping one another. Men choosing to be honest and direct with other guys, unfortunately this doesn't occur too often in the 'real world' but on these sites we can get that help and then go back to owning our shit in our lives.

To prevent any questions or conspiracies - I de-modded myself.

I recognized that my mission and my vision are separate from that of the 'Red Pill' brand. The guy who took the mod spot is /u/stonepimpletilists and they couldn't have made a better choice, even though he is just a metrosexual fuck who hung out on a ship in the navy - catching a tan and traveling while the rest of us fucking worked.

I will continue to post, respond, and blog and I look forward to the growth of this sub and the increasing population of men who are embracing their masculinity and finding comfort in the discomfort of the harsh reality in which we are living.

Remember: Acta, Non Verba