I just want to comment on some things.
I'm reading comments on here and I feel like there's a witchhunt against me, for some reason, so I just want to give my side of things, mainly to address the unfair criticism I've been getting. As you can see, this post is looooong as fuck, but if you have the time, just hear me out. And keep in mind that I am not playing the victim here, abso-fucking-lutely not. I'm just giving my side of things, but no victim lol.
Firstly, to address this quickly, I've read comments saying I'm a money-hungry whore and I threw away my dignity and integrity....what?
I'm being called a money-whore now, which is ridiculous. I literally read a comment which called me a money whore for considering a deal which could have retired my parents..... all because it was from Keemstar. What? That's unbelievable. I don't understand, is my hate for Keemstar supposed to be stronger than my love for my parents? Do people not see that as unreasonable?
Do people really look for reasons to hate someone that much? People will focus on that kind of stuff and call me a money-whore, but few will factor in that I dodged two of the biggest dramas, which are always guaranteed millions of views, and hence money. I've literally never had a sponsored video, which can be worth THOUSANDS of dollars for something as simple as a 30 second mention, but I've not done it....but I'm still a money-whore. Some people always seem to only consider the bad while ignoring the good.
I would've thought me ignoring those dramas would've been something in my favour as far as integrity goes, but I guess not, people just want to look for reasons to hate Youtubers. No integrity gained for dodging two huge dramas, but integrity is easily lost for considering a deal which could benefit your family.
That's how it is for a lot of Youtubers. Noone will ever positively comment on someone for good things like avoiding drama, but when someone gets involved in it again, the drama-avoiding is forgotten and the person is instantly a drama-whore again. I am not playing the victim here, believe me; but I'm just being real, that's unfair. Unfair criticism happens a lot on youtube, and it can drive people away from social media, prime example being TotalBiscuit.
And people are making some comments like "he's changed, Grade's a cunt now." Lol I've always been a cunt! I literally called Nicole Arbour a "stupid cow" and I'm sure many other things, but noone called me a cunt back then....but now that I call Markiplier a "retard," it's somehow different? So if I'm mean/critical to Nicole Arbour, its fine, but if I do the same to Markiplier, it's bad? That's unfair. That's favouritism. You can't have one set of rules and another for someone else.
That particular situation is a classical example of "I preferred it when you were mean to Youtubers I hated and not the ones I like."
You can't have double standards like that. If something does some fucked up shit and noone has so far, I'll want to call them out on it. Markiplier making such vague comments about "drama" as a whole will have backlash on channels like mine, undeservingly. As a big youtuber, you have to make sure your fans don't go and act crazy. In my Nicole Arbour video, I knew people could go and send her hateful tweets, so I verbatim said something to the effect of "now listen guys, I'm not saying go say anything mean, just tell her Grade made this video and you'd love to get her response." Me being mean and criticial to Nicole is one thing, but for hundreds/thousands of fans to go and be mean is a whole different game. I know what my viewers could have done, so I somewhat tried to reign them in and make sure tehy didn't go crazy with the hate for her. I had that level of consideration for Nicole fucking Arbour lol. For a HUGE, top-tier youtuber such as Markiplier to make such a poorly thought out video with such vague statements against something so generic as "drama"....was stupid, because of the backlash it would have on other channels. To not realise so is stupid, it's him being painfully ignorant of the influence he has. A big youtuber should know better, and as a result of his video, some other channels got backlash undeservingly.
Also, people will say "GradeAUnderA can't take criticism" which is wrong, I'm all for criticism/feedback. I literally started the focus of staying away from drama because I heard you guys saying you didn't like it. I dropped out of the podcast I was gonna be in, in part, because of your guys' comments. But somehow I'm now getting comments that I can't criticism? (Are you starting to see what I mean with the "people focus on your bad points but ignore your bad points" argument here?)
I've always made it a thing to address anything anyone ever has to say because I have nothing to hide, but people even criticise that. But honestly, I don't care for unfair criticism, and I feel I've been getting a decent amount of that on here and I'm voicing my opinion here. Everyone wants to please their fans, but when your fans are being unreasonable, it's the hardest situation to be in because you want to make them happy, but when they're stubbornly unhappy and not listening to reason, what do you do? Do you be blunt with them? Because all that does to a lot of people is upset them and you start getting "you can't take criticism" comments. It's such a conflicting situation to be in and it can mess your mental state up (again, prime example, TotalBiscuit). Having a messed up mental state can fuck up your ability to make good content. The best thing to do is to be quiet, which still leaves your fan unhappy, which is something a content creator never wants.
I get a lot of unfair criticism, and it's a disproportionately high amount of it is on my subreddit, to be honest. I asked the mod on this subreddit, cyansheepmedia to delete a post a while back because I was getting a lot of unfair criticism (again, criticism is fine, but unfair criticism becomes an issue) and it was on my mind constantly, the fans being unfairly happy on one particular post... and she then tries to expose me because of it? Seriously? Because of that, I can't help but few are on my side here lol. That's me being honest, that's how I feel here on this subreddit. My own mod deciding to expose me before even trying to get my side of things on that? She's messaged me many times in the past, so why not this time? I felt that was low.
Everyone's familiar with TotalBiscuit quitting twitter because of the type of comments he would get on twitter right? I can only guess here, but my guess is he went that way because he would have to bottle shit up. Remember when your parents would shout at you for some dumb shit, but if you try to explain yourself, you immediately get told "Don't you dare answer back to me" and you just have to shut your mouth and bottle it up? That's the situation I'm sure he was in, and I feel too. If I ever try to give my reasoning, I get the comments of "you can't take criticism, you're gonna have a meltdown soon." Lol that's my way of preventing a meltdown. But if I stay on this subreddit longer, I'm sure I will. And to prevent that from happening, this is gonna be my last visit to this subreddit. Anything that starts to give me stress, I distance myself from.
I'm sure TotalBiscuit got a bunch of unfair criticism which he would want to respond to and explain his side of things, but from a PR perspective it's wise to not reply, but when you keep reading that kind of unfair criticism over and over again, you have to get away from it for the sake of your sanity.
I'll address anything anyone wants, anything, I have nothing to hide at all. Ask me why I haven't made a video on Keemstar, ask me why I called Markiplier a retard, ask me to justify my comments on his hair, ANYTHING. Again, I have nothing to hide and never will. So while 99.9% of my focus will be on making my video, ask any questions, you have, get it all of your chest. I want to address as much as I can and then I'm off this subreddit. lol please try to keep your comments as concise as possible. I'm crazy busy, so if your comment's crazy long, I'm just gonna ignore it cus I don't have the time to read it. But again, I'll happily address anything.
After this, I'm going to stop visiting this subreddit altogether. Which sucks. I remember being excited-af about this subreddit being like a VIP club where I would be able to interact with people the closest, even wanting to do small, private, way more intimate streams just for you guys etc, but I just want to avoid it now, tbh.
But again, I have a video to focus on right now, but if I have time, I may respond to some comments just to give my side of things, if this post hasn't cleared up things already.
In closing I want you guys to know that I love all the people who watch my videos to death man, seriously, and it sucks that I don't get to give the attention to the people on this subreddit who love my videos etc, but know I'm having to leave this subreddit cus most of the time, all it does is ruin my mood and my mindset. But I love you guys, I can't thank you enough for the support you've given me since October 1st 2014 and I'm always gonna continue to make videos no matter what.
I await your questions/comments.
Much love,
Grade
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